i try to remember the way i felt, years ago, before it got dark, before i was cold.but all i see is my scars in the black behind my eyes. i feel you inside and you make me alive, i knew pain for so long and now i know nothing. i feel newborn ,untouched by stains of tears.
But it will always call me back, because happiness is fleeting and scars are forever, fellings fade but never die. traces on my skin tell me that as i stare blankly into my life.
i have no goals no reasons no higher plan, i feel like a god, all the world is open to me, but i cant be part of it. i'll never be with you in the same way i want to be.
never forget me, just let me fade and scar on your memory.